Jar of Hearts

Pray, Love and Live.

If happy ever after did exist…

Payphone by Maroon 5 is constantly pushing the replaying button in my head :)

It has been long, way long since I update about my life. One word to describe it now. Boring. Seriously, working working working. I’m tired of this kind of life. I miss the past where I used to take any book and start revolving my world around the story and shutting the outside world which cause so much heart ache. That was the time.

Where is the love I’ve been looking for. So hard to be perfect isn’t it? So hard to reach the expectation set. Why? Someone please tell me.

I want a break.

It hurts to let go. Sometimes it seems the harder you try to hold on to something or someone the more it wants to get away. You feel like some kind of criminal for having felt, for having wanted. For having wanted to be wanted. It confuses you, because you think that your feelings were wrong and it makes you feel so small because it’s so hard to keep it inside when you let it out and it doesn’t coma back. You’re left so alone that you can’t explain. Damn, there’s nothing like that, is there? I’ve been there and you have too. You’re nodding your head.

—Henry Rollins (via sedazione)

(via pirrrru)